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nervous like damn fuck.

I have like tons of things to talk about, well, not literally but still it's quite a lot. Now, where do i start. Oh yeah, i had a tiff with my uncle last two weeks i think? I had a tiff with him at the hospital, i know, of all places why there? So us family had to decide whether my grandfather should go to dialysis or not to do so, keep in mind that if he does go to dialysis, it's gonna be forever. In other words long-term dialysis. We talked with the social worker and the thing is my family is a bit tight in terms of financial wise. If we agree to the dialysis then we have to pay almost 5000+. And my mum's pay is like just 1200, and she still has to pay the bills and whatsoever. My uncle then choses the easy way out, not to go dialysis. But then if my grandfather doesn't go, he will prolly have a shorter life, i dunno? about less than 2 months maybe? My mum disagreed and so he raised his voice. So then i cried while shouting at him and oh boy you wouldn't wanna hear me, it's horrible. You should seen his face, he was shocked and i shut him up, yay me!, hahaha. Good news is my mum went behind my uncle's back and went to seek help at MUIS.

Now that's done. In other news, i decided not to go for the freshman orientation camp last week. The reason was i had no one to go with, kirekan malu uh tu, hahahaha, well yeah. The morning i had to go for camp, i was all ready. With my bag and sleeping bag which i borrowed from hakim and all dressed up. But then at the last minute i told my mum that i was having second thoughts. And in the end i wasted 12 bucks on a camp that i didn't go. I am one very fickle minded person.

Later on i have to go to this orientation programme at rp. This one is diff, we don't have to overnight and plus im going with a friend. So i have nothing to be nervous about. Wait i do have to be nervous. What will people think of me? First look at me and they will be like, ''that is one hideous freshman i have ever seen'' hahahaha, wokay not cool.