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woke up with almost a heart attack today
found blood all over my tee, i was so flabbergasted man
well actually tat blood came form my adek

NO tats not the reason why i didn't go to school
woke up at 9 gasping for air and plus i was wheezing
the last time i wheezed was last year
where i almost got lung infection and i had to take x-ray
scary kan kan
and today it happened again so had to see doctor
and he said i was having a minor fever
can fever be minor or major?
oh well, the good thing was i relaxed the whole day at home
the bad thing is i missed a whole lot more topics in school

so went out with dearest mum today
she was so sweet to take and early release from her work
and have dinner with me, sweet kan
i think she just got her salary today
coz she bought for me converse sneakers
and i had to choose the ugly plain brown one
stupid lah kau zeek, should have gotten the other one
man i so hate myself
oh and mum's getting for me a new specs but she didn't say when
since i told her that my spec has some cracks
looking forward to tomorrow

and i feel like fainting during pe
macam ader drama sikit kan
i don't want mr han to carry me i want mdm lim
haha:D just imagine me in the hands of mdm lim.
omglahkan


i've never been tired in my whole life
k tats a lie well, part of it
walked all the way home today
and the last time i walked home was with eqa
and that was months ago
i look so dumb-dumb sey with my bag and my textbook, scratching my head
yeah i was lost but still manage to get back home lah
passed by this creepy and bumpy field tat looks like a graveyard
give me the creeps and my right hand is still numb
but if i continue doing this for every tues and thurs ill get fit
wooohoooo:D
but the only thing tat im afraid of are the red pimply dots
you know what i mean? pimples lah then what
but im still gonna walk home this thursday
nothing can stop me(:

and how i wish im a hot geek like ADAM BRODY
or the one's with big specs
not nerds but geeks
there's a diff between these two
go and search im lazy
haha:D
and kimp that story of yours is bugging me every lesson especially a-math ):



skipped school today coz i guess there might be a fire drill exercise
besides, mummy says ok, hehe
so stayed at home all day long staring and gluing my eyes to the comp
but its a good thing coz i've change my blogskin
its better but it looks kinda girlish, i guess?
but whatever it is i don't need any comments from anybody
i don't accept comments but compliments, haha

Speaking of comments, i wonder why would the person who created friendster wanna put comments instead of compliments. But then again its odd to say "hey dude give me compliments on friendster aite". k this is so random

oh and im so in need of a new specs
a better looking one
my specs sucks like dork
and i don't even know what dorks got to do with sucks
it doesn't make any sense kan kimp
still saving up my monehhhhh(:



its 5 in the morning rite now and altogether i had 3 naps
i think i should just forget the whole thing about being slim and anaroxic
i just ate 2 freaking big slice of fish and chips bought by my aunt
i cannot resist it lah OI
n somemore i ate it at 11pm, omglahkan
to make me feel MUCH BETTER, i think i ate a whole lot more in school
i spent over 5 bucks a day, mampos aku
it is so typical of me, u noe what from now on im not gonna take the lift
im gonna drag my ass n go for the stairs
well 8th floor is quite high but SO WHAT
if shasha can do it then i can do it
GO ZEEK

im not even sleepy rite now just tired[:
oh and i still got alot of pending hoemworks
a-math getting better but poa
"a big question mark on my forehead"
so i have to finish up at least 3/4 of my homework so that i can relax on sunday
woohoooo:D


a collage of me
as you bloggers can see
most of my pic im wearing my fav. checkered shirt
its my one n only lovely shirt
plus i don't have money to but shirts and skinnies and vest

the oldest pic here is me n razi[ me holding my specs]
lol old times(:


no words can describe my love for you
you're my one and only sweetheart lah
i can still remember how we met
so sweet lah we two
how i wish i could see u everday everynite
better yet i wish u were here in my room rite now
no one and i repeat no one can ever break us apart
only god knows how much i love u
wait did i mention that i love u?
only a millions times, haha

I really love u lah my one and only HORN[:




all i need rite now is a tub of ice-cream
the room to myself and my pillow
i still keep thinking of tat special special person
how i wish eh my life is not this complicated
wanna blog out about my feelings pun susah

its just hard rite now
dun even noe my emotions
but for now ill just hide it away from others


my mood is ( ':


time passes by so effing slow
finished my homework[S] 30 mins ago
its like so not me
can't wait for friday, fire drill u guys, woohoo
yup n tat means there is no lesson
well there is but i only have pe cd hist n el
so there is not much use of brain on that day
n tat means lighter bag
n this would mean decrease in chances of getting an aching shoulder
lol im getting older every second so better take care before 30, lmao
oh && i swore myself not to slap or push anyone especially kimp
sorry eh, sengaje uh, hahaha

a cycle u bloggers should know before making me depress OK
when im pissed off for sure im gonna be depress
n when im depressed, i eat a lot n i mean A LOT
i eat any food in front of me
n when i eat i grow n grow n grow
n when i grow ill get fatter n fatter
n when i get fat, i will be angry towards myself
i just wanna get fit ok i dun need to be buffed up
n when im angry for sure im gonna be depress
n from there it goes on n on
so yeah think twice
NO WAIT, think a lot of times before making my mood go down OK

my mood: (:


went to the zoo today since mum got 4 free ticket
well the pictures says it all
three more pic in my other blog
enjoy(:


don't ever tell me secrets because i might blurt it out
im not even doing my job as a friend
people always change so yeah
n i don't think i can trust people
even my best friends

only god knows how i feel rite now
just feel like scalding the whole of my body rite now
n rub it with a rock or sumthing tat is rough
im not in a good state of mind

ya allah ya tuhan ku berilah ketenangan kepada diriku. amen



urgh i cannot go far far today
thought of going gig at esplanade, fishtanks performing
well god knows what band is that but all i noe its gonna be awesome?
had a fight with mum over the phone all because of this, wth kan
made a big lie that is so tak menjadi
told her that im going to study with kimp n maybe buying his school bag after that
but as soon as she heard the word city hall and 11pm she scolded me
n tats how we fought

but then she just calledand told me that be back before 9.30
well no gig for today but at least i can still go out with kimp
no where to go but study, isn't she just the sweetest mum ever
n i really mean sweet coz she knows that im terperangkap in her house
so she let me out, she just care for me too much lah


jumping for joy can't wait for tml(:


whats with people slashing their neck
i swear if i catch my friends doing that im gonna chase after them
just do what i do ok shout or scream into yr pillow
trust me it'll make u feel better
plus it doesn't hurt at all
so pls stop doing that OK, yr scaring the hell outta me
[:


im like cracking my brain up thinking what to post-__-
since just now i was going through highlights from shrek 2
going through again n agaain
im the sl so yeah tats my job
k this is so lame why am i telling u guys this
k skip that

house was burnt down on tuesday nite
everybody including my mum felt the heat coming from me
i cannot take it anymore
everyone n everything was making me stress
its like spiralling up slowly n slowy
all i need at that time was my mp3 n my pillow
i slept for 3 whole freaking hours
screw a-math n poa


i have nothing to wear on saturday. HELP ME


oh yeah i did mention tat i have a headache rite
its like on n off
rite after school it was getting worse so decided to go home with kimp
but then dah sampai bus stop it was getting better
so decided to go town with kimp
well the pictures says it all
kimp the hottie
more pictures at the my other blog


im doing really bad in school nowdays
i flunk in my chem test, like wth kan
expected like 10/15 beh dapat 7, aper ni zeek
these is not a good way to start my sec 4 year
n o levels is driving near every second
poa class todae was a big blur
tried concentrating but god noes what kennedy was teaching
isit me being so dumb or isit me being so dumb?
a-math is driving me even more nuts lah OI
its killing me bit by bit u noe
i just feel like dropping that subject coz im not even going to jc
i just think tat a-math is a waste of my time
but nvrtheless i should keep on striving for the best
zeek zeek kau giler lah bodoh
can someone just take a knife n pry open my brain
i think there's a virus in there sumwhere lah
just feel like forgetting about everything
ARGH! i need a counseller better yet i dun feel like going to school tml
3 rounds around the school? giler kebabai kan, pe pe
oh && my headache is making all of my problems GO AWAY
like as if, its like on n off

tats y didn't go for band today
argh poor poor juniors lah
hey f.horn section, im trully sorry tat u have a lousy sl like me
i pity u girls


today's outing with kimp was fun lah
both of us walk aimlessly, well actually its not bad
went to peninsula to look for clothes which i doubt we can find
the toilet was so effing eery n small n smelly
n when i say smelly it really stinks, P.U, i should have taken a pic of it
then off to raffles city where we got even more crazy
i swear i didn't stop laughing until i got outta there, hahaha
skali terserempak A.O.S
chat n chat n chat with them, well kimp was lah
i was so being anti-social

credits goes to kimp for being himself
n to shah for editing the pic
seriously my editing is getting more n more worse
its like i've forgotten the basics of mathematics
omg lah kan, haiyo zeek zeek zeek, is eye-ing on tat prize

hey u guys sorry tau about today
im not myself tonight
i look so unfriendly kan but seriously i dun have the mood to talk la
that point of time i just want to get home n slam the door
so i wanna say sorry n sorry n sorry
i could continue but still not in the mood
sorry ):


zeek the geek
kimp, the wannabe model
its just us(:



random ugly shot
snapped by kimp in the bus
snapped by felly

i think my shots are getting from bad to worse to diminish

with the exceptional of last two shots snapped by felly n kimp

but the 1st one, snapped by me

how bad can i be?

it is so omg lah kan, hehe

the competition is only 3 months away

tutor-oh-tutor where r u?LOL:D




im not sure why but i have been termenung-ing for the past 1 hr
in other words im just staring, thinking and feeling curious
alot of things had been running through my mind these past few days
friends asked what am i thinking of n i said nothing
well actually ive been thinking of something
but i won't say a word, HUSH

my feelings is like one big plate of rojak rite now
worried, depressed, curious
im full of emotions but i ain't emo-ing
what if we are born with no feelings at all
is tat good? my mind is full of what if's right now

going to tp today with hakim, anyone wanna tag along?
can't wait to see its campus
from what i heard tp is one of the best n top poly in singapore
still thinking on what course i should choose

visual comm.
law n managment
chemical engineering

do i go for my future or my passion
im confused, so now its confuse, worried, curious and depressed
anymore zeek
saturday, planning to go to pasir ris park alone
well its not everyday u see me being alone
just wanna forget about anything and everything
maybe bringing along my darling, my cam of course
wanna get shots of nice scenery n surroundings
n plus i need shots for the upcoming competition
im eye-ing on tat prize, wooohoooo


get well soon shah


was passing by the notice board along the school canteen
n i saw this poster about a photography competition
damn lah sey, i wanna enter uh
i wanna show my interest towards photography
nn the best part is the overall winner is gonna get five thousand dollars
n if i don't have the chance of being the winner i may have the consolation prize
tat is i have to work effing hard n focus on my photography
i wanna win this for myself, for my friends
and for my mum who has been working extra hard these days
but first of all i need a tutor to teach me more about the angles and lightings n so on
out of 8 i cn choose 4 categories:

Abstract
Architecture/Buildings
Children at play
People at work
Portrait(s)
Nature
Still Life
Night Scene


well wish me luck yeah people
SYPA 2008 here i come


FINALLY i can blog
these past few days its really hard to blog
so blame it on my sucky computer

went out with pul kimp rad afa n farah yesterday
it was fun uh making new friends
talk n chat as if i knew them for months
uu n sumones in love, awwwww sweet uh korang dua

oh nn i change my blog song
thanks rahayu for changing it
n thanks shah for sending it to me
so this is my favourite song for now
wanna noe the song then ask me OK
n i hate tat tee of yrs afa, GRR

now i really cannot wait to meet u [:


im having a slight fever rite now
cough is getting from bad to worse
nose is getting very itchy like sumone put pepper rite infront of my
k im just being random
i dun even now whether i cn make it tml u guys
n if i can't, i am trully very uber effing sorry
n i have not decided what to wear
i just hope sumone from the extreme makeover show would show up n change me
k lah mepek ah zeek

second day of school was ok but i kept sleeping in my eng class
no wonder my eng is getting from worse to diminish
k so moving on, my math hw todae is making me even stress
i think i cn't take elmo's hw
its like nvr ending, ARGH, well if only mr elmi is the coward one
we would have bullied him well actually i would have bullied him

well for now i dun wanna play any guessing game



i remember the first time i chatted with you,
that morning when i was sad,i could feel my heartbeat racing,
you took my breath away,
i love everything about you,
i see you when i daydream
,never in this world would i think you feel the same for me,
your a very special person,
you mean the world to me,
im so glad your a part of my life,
but i wish you were a part of me,
i can remember that sad day when i moved away,
tears rushing down my cheeks through the mist of my pain,
i didn't hear from you and i thought about you every day,
i tried to get you out of my mind,
but you wouldn't go away,then one day you were online,
after that day its only you that i want,
i pray for you everynight before i go to sleep,
sometimes it gets hard and tears gently roll down my cheeks,
i pray to god that one day we will be togeather,
and not just temporaily,i want to be with you forever,your a wonderful person,
your a spectacular person,
i love you and one day soon i'll see you again,
for now everynight i'll wait by the computer to chat with you
for without you i'd be so alone


how i wish i can make my own decisions
looky here, people are screaming their lungs out
jumping so high like nvr before

n im gonna be seating all day/nite long staring at my comp
i just find my mum irritating sey
I WANNA GO COUNTDOWN
n the moment she said NO!, i feel like screaming n shouting at her
JHGKMFYFTF&IBISI!!!!!!